Mood: Worried (about hw) Playing: Pokemon: Soulsilver (DS) Music: Mickey's Dance Party - Blue ( Da Ba Dee ) (Goofy's singing it ... the funniest thing ever) Reading: Philosphy textbook Drinking: Water
-lets out a great big sigh- I guess I'll be posting once a week from now on. Unless I happen to have an eventful week (or somewhat eventful) then from now on I'll probably post once week. xD;
(The macbook pro belongs to my bf)
Here are a few outfits I've worn for the past week or so:
(My mom randomly bought me this jacket at Ross. I love randomly receiving stuff from the parents.)
I apologize for the lighting. D': Wish it could of looked better. This is sort of like a very casual lolita look. Except, maybe the mini top hat throws it off a bit from being casual. I just really wanted to wear that top hat. :D
Why is it when I wear lolita, there's so much light shining around the skirt area. -____- The skirt's the best part too, I'll most likely re-wear this specific outfit. I wore this yesterday and had to get ready in like, 30 minutes. Tommy had invited me last minute to an anime convention called Orlando Anime Day. It's an event that only lasts one day, and well ... we ended up not going because one of Tommy's friends called him and told him that the con was pretty lame and described how small and cramped the dealer's room was. So we ended up not going.
I was slightly disappointed, but when we met up with his friends at Firehouse Subs they told us that no one had cosplayed except for a very few people. They also said that the dealer's room sucked, so in the end it was better to not have gone.
I went through an embarrassing moment as I went to go order a Sub. I was standing there waiting in line, in lolita, and so one of the employees ask me what would I like to order. I freeze for some reason and before you know it I had conceived the most stupidest thought.
"Is he talking to me?"
And I take a moment to realize that yes, it's me he's talking to. But I was caught off guard because he wasn't behind the cash register, and usually at Firehouse Subs they always ask for your order while they're behind a cash register.
And so I tell him what I want and as he kept asking me if Mayo, mustard and etc was ok and I just kept telling him "What?"
When I went to go pay for my order the same kind of things kept happening. The cashier asks me if I wanted to include a drink or something a long those lines ... and I said:
"Uh ... yeah I want a soft drink" and then the cashier replied: "Yeah that's what I was asking" or she said something along those lines ... I don't remember. D':
I hope they didn't think that I was on drugs.
I just know I was trying to focus on ignoring the people around me. Everyone was staring at me and I know I need to learn how to cope with that. Lolita comes with that kind of 'attention' though I'm still a wuss. I'm definitely going to try and wear lolita more often in public. You can tell that I'm pretty 'new' to the experience. lol
Ever spaced out when ordering food? This wasn't the first time for me. xD
Mood: Waking up Watching: Spongebob Squarepants Music: The Black Swan OST
Hey lovelies! Ah, it's been quite a bit since I've made an 'actual' post. On the 10th my Spring Semester started and even if it's just the first day, of course, assignments are already assigned and there are readings that need to be read. Not a problem right? That's what's been keeping me away, and also whenever I'm done with whatever I need to do I then start to harass my boyfriend if he's available for me to bother him. xD
For the past couple of weeks I've received some late x-mas gifts from both Leena and Nachi. :DD <33 Since Leena lives in a another city from me (She lives in Ocala and I live in Orlando. There's a two hour difference between both) she decided it was best to mail off her gift.
I LOVE how creative this girl can be. She made my package all pretty like. ;-; (I have this saved with all my other goodies from people)
Marie and Macarons ... and a small 3-D Sugarbunnies sticker attached? and some small Rilakkuma memopad sheets? I had the most cheesiest smile when I saw all this. She's really something for this. (she probably thought it wasn't much but I think otherwise!)
This was included as well. <33 I'm waiting on her gift to arrive but it's taking like a million years to ship out. I messaged the seller and they said that because of the new years and such that the package will be delayed ... Hope that's the case. -__-
The above is Nachi's gift, a Goofy Pookaloo and a nerd Goofy necklace. :'D If anyone reading is a follower of Nachi you would already know that last week we had went to Disney and that in all the pictures I'm holding onto the Goofy Pookaloo as if it was my own son. I was holding on to him the entire time at Disney. I was actually annoying both Nachi and her co-worker Josh by shoving the Goofy in their faces and screaming out 'GARSH' whenever I had the chance. xD Nachi's Disney post here
Thanks Ladies! You two mean so much to me. If only we got to see each other more often. ;A;
Couldn't help myself when I first saw these! The comic book on the right is the first comic book adaption of the first Tron movie and the magazine on the left is a movie guide to Tron Legacy. I want more stuff like the art book for the movie and a Tron Legacy prequel comic book called "Tron: Betrayal".
Do you love it when people include a letter in their gift?
Next post: Causal loli outfit, and thoughts about The Black Swan and The Green Hornet.
I agree with Audrey ... the results for this thing is pretty darn accurate, and in a scary sort of way too. D:
Here are my results: (and some commentary in pink, hehe I'm sort of copying you Audrey! D: )
Your Existing Situation
"Is lazy when it comes to further herself or her career and lacks the ambition to change things. Does not like to put to much effort into things, except sexual activity. she would rather feel comfort and security, than success." Right on accurate. D:
Your Stress Sources
"Current situation is unsatisfying, but feels a lack of cooperation from others in order to make changes. Not true. Has a strong need for understanding, affectionate, and a true and take relationship. True. Feeling tied down has left her impatient, irritable, and needed to escape. Sort of true. I'm happy in my relationship but the worries, feeling too attached does lead to feeling impatient and irritable. D:
Your Restrained Characteristics
Current events leave her feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation.
"Self-centered, tends to take this personally and is easily offended, which leaves her feeling isolated."
To the above ... accurate. -__-
His confidence is low but she is unable to admit that is the reason for her avoidance of conflict. Feels it is a situation out of her control and she is making the best of it. I don't know about this one. :|
"Believes her hopes and dreams are realistic, but needs reassurance from others. True. Has strict standards when looking for a partner and wants guarantees that she will not be disappointed or lose." Ahh, so true. lol
Your Desired Objective
"Is driven toward things that appeal to the senses, are rich, intense, and luxurious." Who isn't this way?
Your Actual Problem
Feeling anxious and restless frustration toward current situation or unfulfilled emotional requirements are causing stress. Tries to escape into a conflict free environment where she feels a sense of security and can relax and recover. Right on Accurate ...
Your Actual Problem #2
Wants to be protected from criticism and establish a stable and secure position; but she tends to be critical of others and hard to please. Right on accurate, again. D':
If you read Audrey's post about her results she mentions how hers make her sound like a " a whiny teenager" xD I feel like mines describe me the same way.
Though, just like how we have a good side to our personalities, we also have a bad side. D: The side only our close family and friends are ever so *lucky* to see. The side that makes us ashamed and also reminds us that we're not any better than those who surround us.
Are you able to recognize your own faults in your personality?
It's been a week and 2 days since I've been on blogger. D: Very sorry for that, I've just been here and there and everywhere. o:
Next week Universities and Colleges start up the Spring Semester so I've been taking advantage of all the free time by cleaning, playing video games, and spending a lot of time with my partner in crime.
(His car got fixed but it still has some issues)
Not only that but, I haven't been in much of a mood recently to physically stay online for ... at least an hour. xD Not that it's going to last for a long time! It's one of those mini breaks I suppose. I'm pretty sure every blogger on here is an internet addict, like myself, so sometimes a break here and there isn't so bad.
I miss everyone on here and hopefully the new year started out nice for you all! :D I love you ladies and I can't wait to see what's been recently going on in your lives.
