Outfits prior from today.

Mood: Worried (about hw)
Playing: Pokemon: Soulsilver (DS)
Music: Mickey's Dance Party - Blue ( Da Ba Dee )
(Goofy's singing it ... the funniest thing ever)
Reading: Philosphy textbook
Drinking: Water

-lets out a great big sigh-
I guess I'll be posting once a week from now on.
Unless I happen to have an eventful week (or
somewhat eventful) then from now on I'll probably
post once week. xD;


(The macbook pro belongs to my bf)

Here are a few outfits I've worn for the past week or so:





(My mom randomly bought me this jacket at Ross.
I love randomly receiving stuff from the parents.)







I apologize for the lighting. D': Wish it could of looked better.
This is sort of like a very casual lolita look.
Except, maybe the mini top hat throws it off a bit from being casual.
I just really wanted to wear that top hat. :D



The dress cost about $5 and I bought it at Ross.





Why is it when I wear lolita, there's so much light shining around
the skirt area. -____- The skirt's the best part too, I'll most likely
re-wear this specific outfit. I wore this yesterday and had to get ready
in like, 30 minutes. Tommy had invited me last minute to an
anime convention called Orlando Anime Day. It's an event that only
lasts one day, and well ... we ended up not going because one of Tommy's
friends called him and told him that the con was pretty lame and described
how small and cramped the dealer's room was. So we ended up not going.

I was slightly disappointed, but when we met up with his friends
at Firehouse Subs they told us that no one had cosplayed except for
a very few people.
They also said that the dealer's room sucked, so in the end it was better to not
have gone.

I went through an embarrassing moment as I went to go order a Sub.
I was standing there waiting in line, in lolita, and so one of the
employees ask me what would I like to order. I freeze for some reason
and before you know it I had conceived the most stupidest thought.

"Is he talking to me?"

And I take a moment to realize that yes, it's me he's talking to.
But I was caught off guard because he wasn't behind the cash
register, and usually at Firehouse Subs they always ask for your
order while they're behind a cash register.

And so I tell him what I want and as he kept asking me if
Mayo, mustard and etc was ok and I just kept telling him "What?"

When I went to go pay for my order the same kind of things kept
happening. The cashier asks me if I wanted to include a drink or
something a long those lines ... and I said:

"Uh ... yeah I want a soft drink" and then the cashier replied:
"Yeah that's what I was asking" or she said something along those
lines ... I don't remember. D':

I hope they didn't think that I was on drugs.

I just know I was trying to focus on ignoring the people around me.
Everyone was staring at me and I know I need to learn how to cope with that.
Lolita comes with that kind of 'attention' though I'm still a wuss.
I'm definitely going to try and wear lolita more often in public.
You can tell that I'm pretty 'new' to the experience. lol

Ever spaced out when ordering food?
This wasn't the first time for me. xD

Rada, rada and rada.

Mood: Waking up
Watching: Spongebob Squarepants
Music: The Black Swan OST


Hey lovelies!
Ah, it's been quite a bit since I've made an 'actual' post.
On the 10th my Spring Semester started and even if it's just
the first day, of course, assignments are already assigned and
there are readings that need to be read. Not a problem right?
That's what's been keeping me away, and also whenever I'm done
with whatever I need to do I then start to harass my boyfriend
if he's available for me to bother him. xD

For the past couple of weeks I've received some late x-mas gifts
from both Leena and Nachi. :DD <33 Since Leena lives in a another
city from me (She lives in Ocala and I live in Orlando. There's a
two hour difference between both) she decided it was best
to mail off her gift.



I LOVE how creative this girl can be.
She made my package all pretty like. ;-;
(I have this saved with all my other goodies from people)



Marie and Macarons ... and a small 3-D Sugarbunnies sticker attached?
and some small Rilakkuma memopad sheets? I had the most cheesiest
smile when I saw all this. She's really something for this.
(she probably thought it wasn't much but I think otherwise!)





This was included as well. <33
I'm waiting on her gift to arrive but it's taking like a million
years to ship out. I messaged the seller and they said that because
of the new years and such that the package will be delayed ...
Hope that's the case. -__-





The above is Nachi's gift, a Goofy Pookaloo and a nerd Goofy necklace.
:'D
If anyone reading is a follower of Nachi you would already know that
last week we had went to Disney and that in all the pictures I'm holding
onto the Goofy Pookaloo as if it was my own son.
I was holding on to him the entire time at Disney.
I was actually annoying both Nachi and her co-worker Josh by shoving the
Goofy in their faces and screaming out 'GARSH' whenever I had the chance. xD

Nachi's Disney post here



Leena: (http://decayedking.blogspot.com/)
Nachi: (http://ladycandii.blogspot.com/)

Thanks Ladies! You two mean so much to me. If only we got
to see each other more often. ;A;





Couldn't help myself when I first saw these!
The comic book on the right is the first comic book adaption of the
first Tron movie and the magazine on the left is a movie guide to
Tron Legacy. I want more stuff like the art book for the movie and a
Tron Legacy prequel comic book called "Tron: Betrayal".

Do you love it when people include a letter in their gift?


Next post: Causal loli
outfit, and thoughts about The Black Swan and The Green Hornet.

The Color Quiz

I should be updating about recent events and such but ...
I felt really stunned by this Color Quiz that
Audrey (hkittygirl) had made a post about.

Color Quiz here

I agree with Audrey ... the results for this thing is
pretty darn accurate, and in a scary sort of way too. D:

Here are my results:
(and some commentary in pink, hehe I'm sort of copying you Audrey! D: )

Your Existing Situation

"Is lazy when it comes to further herself or her career and lacks the
ambition to change things. Does not like to put to much effort into
things, except sexual activity. she would rather feel comfort and
security, than success."
Right on accurate. D:

Your Stress Sources

"Current situation is unsatisfying, but feels a lack of cooperation
from others in order to make changes. Not true. Has a strong need for
understanding, affectionate, and a true and take relationship. True.
Feeling tied down has left her impatient, irritable, and needed to escape.
Sort of true. I'm happy in my relationship but the worries, feeling too attached does lead to feeling impatient and irritable. D:

Your Restrained Characteristics

Current events leave her feeling forced into compromise in order
to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation.

"Self-centered, tends to take this personally and is easily
offended, which leaves her feeling isolated."

To the above ... accurate. -__-

His confidence is low but she is unable to admit that is the reason
for her avoidance of conflict. Feels it is a situation out of her
control and she is making the best of it.
I don't know about this one. :|

"Believes her hopes and dreams are realistic, but needs reassurance
from others. True. Has strict standards when looking for a partner
and wants guarantees that she will not be disappointed or lose."
Ahh, so true. lol

Your Desired Objective

"Is driven toward things that appeal to the senses, are rich, intense, and luxurious."
Who isn't this way?

Your Actual Problem

Feeling anxious and restless frustration toward current situation or
unfulfilled emotional requirements are causing stress.
Tries to escape into a conflict free environment where she feels a
sense of security and can relax and recover.
Right on Accurate ...

Your Actual Problem #2

Wants to be protected from criticism and establish a stable and
secure position; but she tends to be critical of others and hard to please.
Right on accurate, again. D':

If you read Audrey's post about her results she mentions how hers make
her sound like a " a whiny teenager" xD I feel like mines describe me
the same way.

Though, just like how we have a good side to our personalities, we also
have a bad side. D: The side only our close family and friends are ever
so *lucky* to see. The side that makes us ashamed and also reminds us
that we're not any better than those who surround us.

Are you able to recognize your own faults in your personality?

Somewhat of a long absence.

It's been a week and 2 days since I've been on blogger. D:
Very sorry for that, I've just been here and there
and everywhere. o:

Next week Universities and Colleges start
up the Spring Semester so I've been taking advantage of
all the free time by cleaning, playing video games, and
spending a lot of time with my partner in crime.

(His car got fixed but it still has some issues)

Not only that but, I haven't been in much of a mood recently
to physically stay online for ... at least an hour. xD
Not that it's going to last for a long time!
It's one of those mini breaks I suppose.
I'm pretty sure every blogger on here is an internet addict,
like myself, so sometimes a break here and there isn't so bad.

I miss everyone on here and hopefully the new year started out
nice for you all! :D I love you ladies and I can't wait to see
what's been recently going on in your lives.