Everyday Pon. Every time is Pon.

Before I start writing about what's been on my mind ...

I must say that I have been obsessed with this music video and song FOR WEEKS AND WEEKS.
I watch it every single day and it instantly brightens up my mood. *__*
Hopefully I can pick up on her moves, I would really love to learn the entire dance especially

I shot awake this morning at 4am because
of some odd dreams I had that I don't even remember.
The dreams must of been pretty hectic, but if only I could remember.
All I remember was that I woke up terrified and started thinking about
all the crazy stuff I've been reading on recently.

I started reading up information about the "Illumaniti Agenda" and
about the "MK Programming" involved in the media. The illumaniti
is supposely this elite group of people who want to take over the
world and they want to create a "New World Order" by creating one
single religion and one single government in the world. The problem
with them is the fact that they want to be able to manipulate and control
society (through brain washing which is what MK programming is) and
that most likely the illumaniti are Luciferians.

It all sounds like something that would come out of a fiction novel. :x
Its difficult to consider this to be real, I don't think its real but
then again I did have those "What if?" thoughts so maybe a part
of me wants to believe it is.
Kind of how you want to believe certain mythological creatures are real.

Anyways, how did I get wrapped up into this?
I accidentally got interested because of this article:

It talks about Illumaniti symbolism in Narsha's Bbi-Ri-Bop-A and in
SHINee's Lucifer and at first I couldn't help but to roll my eyes because
I know there has been some controversy due to that song's title name.

Though, the symbolism they find in both of the MV's seem to make sense ...
You'll have to read the article and look at the comparisons they do.

Click here for the article.

Basically there have been speculations on how celebrities
(either from America or else where) will initiate in the illumaniti
for the fame. In return, they aid the illumaniti by doing cryptic
things in their music videos and songs. I remember hearing
crazy things about how Justin Bieber or Lady Gaga, or Beyonce
are "selling their souls for fame and now they're with the illumaniti" sort of thing.

Is it all true? Is the symbolism in their music videos/songs relevant? What if those specific
elements in the music video are of pure coincidence?

I personally love reading about conspiracies but, everyone loves looking into
urban myths so I know its because we're all just curious (and looking for a good scare lol).

What is one urban myth that has always scared you?
I can't remember too well, but I'm pretty much easily terrified by things. xD


Can't wait for the summer to be over.

Hellooooo! o:

I went to go check the last time I made a post and it was on June 22nd ...
Today's July 21st. DDD:
Honestly, I did not realize how fast time flies!
Especially when you get carried away with certain things.
I'm not aware of when it happened but I believe a month ago I started
to struggle with one of my classes. I should of went to a tutor to begin
with but at the time I felt confident that I didn't need any extra help.

Eventually I had to put my pride or whatever aside and go after that extra help. x:
I don't know what it is about some us who are either too terrified or too modest
or too prideful to ask for help. This applies to any situation. For me I
suppose its just that I'm too polite and it causes me to not want to bother anyone.
Also, I fear that I might create a bad experience just by bothering someone.
Fears like, What if I encounter a mean, rude tutor? or when you
think about asking your friends for help What if I annoy them or what if they think I'm a pest?

Those types of thoughts are inevitable, persistent, and they linger around.
Though, they can't be helped. We naturally worry about any little thing that might cause a disturbance. All we could ever want is to just avoid any form of trouble, by any means. :c No one likes to take risks no matter how petty or
serious they are. Funny thing is, we've all looked at someone else and
rolled our eyes at how they can't overcome something that we're able
to overcome easily. It's very difficult to understand others, even when you
actually try to understand how they think. That's one of the reasons
I guess to why people rarely ask for help ... due to the fact
that not everyone may understand you.

Looking back on my post from June (Nachi's 20th birthday) ...
On that same week I had went to an anime con and was suppose to write
a post about it.

I'll take advantage now and show you guys the outfit I wore.

Outfit: • Wig: Ebay • Headbow and JSK: Dream of Lolita • Blouse: Bodyline • Socks: Secret Shop • Shoes: An*tai*na • Cinnamoroll bag: Ebay • Petticoat: DollscroPs • Acessories: Chocomint

Oh god, that day was just awesome. :D
I received so much attention that day, I've always thought
that con goers didn't care for lolitas. lol
A few people kept calling me cotton candy girl. xD
It was definitely a memorable day and I even went to a movie
theater in that outfit.

Note: This wig made me look VERY tan. I love the wig to death
but I'll never buy one similar to this. I'm gonna stick
to browns and blacks, even if it means black mixed with blonde or something.

Completed unrelated ... but,

Who has seen HP The Deathly Hollows Part 2? :D

I REALLY want to go see it but I still need to see Part 1.
I just haven't found anyone to watch part 1 with me and I just
haven't had the time.